To keep her or not to keep her that is the question

Wow, it was another long day.I left the club around 7:30 and didn't get home and have dinner till 9:00.I stopped and picked up Taco Bell for supper.Those fools put meat on everything except a mexican pizza I ended up with and a bean burritto my son got.Adam is the last carnivore among the three of us so he had him self a real smorgasbord.My mother just got back from a trip and I spent an hour and a half on the phone hearing about that.
Monday we didn't go to the club.Everyone started to relax because I had not excluded anyone from the schedule yet.Tuesday when we went in there was a note that Carmalitta's son was diagnosed with influenza or tuberculosis (Diana couldn't remember which she said.) So she needs off this weekend and next week to take him to doctor appts & take care of him.He is an adult but has some brain damage and isn't able to care for himself very well.With her gone Kelly in Reno and Isabella pregnant(she isn't showing yet but is sick and unable to see clients alot) my schedule is sparce and getting weaker by the moment.Yep, all this is leading up to our second guessing axing Summer.
When we went in Tuesday night we were armed with the incrimating tape.I had every intention of firing Summer and playing the tape if she didn't admitt guilt.While waiting on some clients to clear out I started making a schedule for next week without her on it.No matter how I juggled it we would end up with 2 girls on three night shifts.One of the 2 included Buffy who tries so hard but just doen't make alot of shows (She still averages about $600 a week.).We had a decision to make.We are expecting it to be slow for the next couple of weeks but we are guarnteed to disappoint and walk alot of clients with that schedule.
The lesser of the evils turned out to be Summer in our opinion.I felt sure she had the fear of Jesus in her and could be scared into flying straight for awhile.She and I had a long talk.She ended up telling me everything I already knew without my ever mentioning the tape.She groveled and squirmed a little before I told her it was a hard decision for us because it was her.I gave her sympathy for all she's going through and let her know that anyone else would be gone immediately.Since we feel closer to her than the other girls and have been through so much with her we just couldn't end our relationship that easily blah,blah,blah.I actually meant most of it.If the schedule was stronger it would not have meant enoughto kept her.Things do happen for a reason so maybe in the future she will pull one of us from a burning building or save a girl chocking on a condom or something.I suspended her for the rest of the week and told her I would call her Sunday and let her know when we would allow her back.
I was still rather disappointed in Beth Ann and wanted to confront her with what I knew.She was the last girl in the building and I caught her on her way out of the dressing room.She flung her money on the floor and started crying hysterically.She managed a few more sentences of denial while gasping for breath and holding onto the doorframe as if she were going to faint.At any minute I expected her to fall to the floor and slamm her fist and kick her legs like a three year old.I did not acknowledge her behavior and continued in the same tone as I made it clear I knew with 100 percent certainty she was involved.I also let her know I felt insulted and disrespected that she continued to stare me in the face and lie to me.Her voice raised to just below a yell and she struggled between sobs to blurt out how the other girls lmade up stories about her and tried to turn me aginst her.I was standing with my arms crossed and a smile on my face as she pulled out all the stops.I'm immune to all the hysterics and crying.Adam heard her raising her voice at me and came around the corner to defend me.(Adam was in the military ,Special Forces I am proud to say,and when he is angry his voice just booms and vibrates through your body.It makes you feel like you're a helpless child in boot camp.For the first couple of years marriage I would always cry when he used that voice on me.It still upsets me but I just tell him to drop dead or go to hell or something.)I could have slapped her face and I don't think it would have had such an effect."Nobody is asking you a question.We are telling you we have audio and video proof that you were involved."it was the way he said it that was so profound.I just shrugged my shoulders and said"I didn't care to get into all this.I wanted to let you know we found proof that you are lying and you should consider this your second chance."She still didn't admitt it and was still pouting and crying when she left.
There are times when I can run a hiring ad for a month straight and get no white applicants.I try to have one black girl,at least two white girls and one brown(Spanish,Asian etc) girl per shift.I already have Jo and Buffy that are black so I am not hiring any more at this time.All the black girls that have worked for me understand and appreciate this.Tuesday I started a hiring ad.I'll be darned if tonight a white girl everyone described as cute, petite and young didn't come in and fill out an application.I will call her back tomorrow and keep my fingers crossed that she will be a moneymaker.She put a local escort service as a former employer.That's good because she has experience satisfying horny guys for little or no tips.It is also a reference I can check.Most escorts in our area get around $60-$70(their cut) for a full service hour.My girls average $150-$175 for a full service hour.We have 4 other shorter sessions available that don't wear the girls out as quickly as those of you who can last the entire hour do so they can do more sessions hence make more moolah.When we get a new girl or two it always keeps my ole faithfuls on their toes.I'll let yall know how it turns out.Maybe I can get her to start tomorrow night that will give us something to talk about.