madam,wife,mother

A Crummy Little Post

Hi guys!I just have a couple of minutes but I wanted you to know I haven't forgot about you.This past week has really really sucked(and not the kind of suck we all enjoy).So much has happened.It's been a ton of drama even for me.A car got repoed,one of the girls got beat up by her husband,one girl owes another one money,a good money maker left,one is mad at me because I won't hire a family member,another is annoyed that she promised a neighbor a job that I had not okayed,two girls are arguing over tips and one doesn't want to work with the other,the fire inspector came in,my attorney called,the real estate agent has some possibilities but not quite the way I wanted it,the reverse osmosis system(water at home) is acting up,we need to be away from our house for 2 weeks,it was time to buy new lingerie for the club,I bought some sexy costumes for the girls to wear this weekend,and on and on and on.So you see why you just have to forgive my not sharing with you sooner.I did manage to find 2 interesting sites I listed as play places.The ninjamonkie site actually has a link to us.I was so flattered noone has ever done that before.Dr Bizzaro had some unique outside bondage pics I found truly bizzare along with anything else you could want to see and it was free.I absolutely promise to fill you in on at least some of my week tomorrow.Actually it is tomorrow.Okay,sometime Friday or early Saturday morning.I am excited to tell you about the great costumes I found for my girls.I am so proud of myself.I took them to the club today and saw how they looked on Serena,Diamond and Carrie.You guys don't stand a chance this weekend.I know this post is kinda crummy but i'll make up for it.Thanks Dug for the suggestions :-}!
Cammi

Enlighten Me

I've only been doing this for about a month and a half now(August 30) so maybe someone can answer a question or two for me.First I thought about putting an Amazon wishlist on my site but i'm not sure I understand what it is.My impression was I could show yall some stuff I have enjoyed and would reccommend you try.On a few blogs I have noticed people saying you can donate to them and buy them things off their wishlist.Is this a joke or are they really asking you to give them money and gifts?If they are serious do people contribute to them and why?
I guess I just lied to you for the first time.Here comes my third question and I said one or two.When people opt to send me an email instead of leaving a comment on the site do they expect a reply?Almost my entire life revolves around discretion for others indiscretions.My writings are adult oriented so I will never reply to an email and take a chance of getting someone in trouble.
I have been scouring blogs hoping to discover a few links I find interesting to share with you.Since my blog could offend some people I will ask permission before I put a link on.Physical attraction, sexual arousal and seeking satisfaction are natural human desires and emotions so i'm not sure why so many folks are so uptight.The services we render are behind closed doors and involve consenting(paying) adults.I am pleasantly suprised that I haven't received any negative comments or e-mail yet.I submitted my blog to search engines as an adult site hoping not to attract anyone that isn't open to our industry.
Comments reminded me of one I got a few weeks ago and never addressed.It asked if I would ever post pics of my girls.I doubt I will.Adam and my youngest son(he does not read it actually neither of them do) are the only people that know I publish this blog.I try to stay annoymous for a variety of reasons.This is the closest to an admission of guilt that the authorities will ever get from me.(I know I could fight and win any charges that arose from this blog but at what cost?Attorney fees reach the astronomical mark in no time at all.)If my girls or clients knew about this they would search to the ends the wide web world until they found me.I can be honest and candid with you because I do not have to worry about the feelings of those I include in my posts.Also I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing photos of people without their knowledge.Telling you the details of sessions does not make me feel like I have violated anyone.They all know they fuck for a living it's just business as usual.Instead of "would you like fries with that?"or "Would you like to hear our daily special?" it's more like Top or bottom?,half or whole?.Their personal situations are what they are and they share them with others just as honestly as I have shared them with you.I have toyed with the idea of including some blurry faced, beyond recognition photos at some time in the future but right now I am still leaning toward a cautious no.

This is More Like It

This might be one of those you had to be there times but i'm going to tell you anyway.Bian is our newest addition and has been with me about 3 months now.It was a Friday night and we had been at the club about 10 minutes when Diana let me know the lady entering the front door had been in earlier about a job and she had told her to come back to meet with me.Bian is Korean and has the jet black straight hair that Oriental women are famous for.I towered above her five feet two inch body and felt like the Jolly White Giant.Soaking wet she may weigh 95 lbs.Twenty of those pounds would be her large C cup breasts.A C cup is respectable but not huge on the average woman.On Bian it appeared she had two watermelons stuffed in her bra and I was impressed her tiny back and narrow shoulders could carry that much weight. When we got in a private room and I had time to study her face I guessed her to be in her late thirties.After a few moments I realized she was older than I first guessed.There was a wisdom about her that only comes with age. Although I felt she was hiding something I liked her instantly and let her stay for the rest of the night shift. She was like a breath of fresh air and I very much enjoyed our conversations.She was witty and intelligent and I absolutely loved the attention she paid the clients.Before and after sessions she sat and spoke with them in what passed for genuine interest and concern.I am good at spotting sarcasm, boredom and fake sentiment but I just didn't get that vibe.Most people who have been in the business for awhile know the game.Most girls want to take your money,get your dick off and your ass out the door as quickly as possible.She is different.There is some part of her that was fulfilled by the intimacy and closeness between them.Most men are smiling after a session but it is different with her clients.They have a twinkle in their eye and it is like years of stress has been erased from their faces.I think they feel attractive and really truly desired.Women in love sometimes have that same radiance. I am not suggesting she is an incredible enough lay to have men falling in love with her just that they temporarily regained some of youthful ,cocky virility.For her clients our door is like a portal to an Eden where they are King.In this industry it is rare but delightfully profitable to find a lady that realizes the ultimate sexual experience is as much of a mind fucking as a physical one.You are paying for a reprieve from your narmal humdrum life.Here everything should revolve around you and your needs.
Bian is another that I don't think will be with me for the long haul.She is running from something or someone and can't stay too long even if she wants too.Ofcourse, the other girls aren't too fond of her. They have been warned and will be cordial enough.I have already been informed that she keeps a bottle of liquor hidden in her locker and partakes frequently during the day.She sleeps alot but always wakes up and appears alert when clients enter.Her being a functioning alchie is something I can live with as long as it doesn't interfere with business.It explains why she is always smiling.Hell i'm happy when i'm toasted too.
Last week, Wednesday the morning was slow and Bian had slept more than usual.A client came in and picked her.She had a bit of trouble standing and the client asked if she felt alright.Her eyes were glassy and she said"I'm not sick.I'm dizzy".A smirk slid across his face and he asked"Are you able to do a session?"."Oh yes,I want like to spend some time with you"she said.They started down the hall and she said"You have terrific legs" he replied with a chuckle "I was thinking the same thing about you".Now,I don't like to generalize people by race butalot of petite oriental women have very skinny legs and Bian is no exception.She has a very soft sexuality that just promises all her energy will be spent pleasing you.Nice legs is a stretch though and just seemed so ridiclious I had to giggle.It was a good comeback but very silly.As the door shut she was asking if she could have his t-shirt.He said no that he wouldn't have anything to wear home if he gave her his t-shirt.I could barely make out something about how soft it was and what a sensual masculine smell it had.Talk about laying it on thick but he was eating up every word like a starving man.That was the funny story.Adam wasn't amused but I am smiling thinking about it .
As you can probably guess she is turning out to be one of my biggest money makers.I did some research and gave her some information on local Oriental groups and organizations.It would be great if she developed some local ties and stayed awhile.From her application I was shocked to realize she is in her fifties!During a casual conversation she mentioned that her ex-husband and she had a relationship based on mutual needs.It was the saddest I had saw her.He was a military guy and I think it had to do with weird abusive fetishes and her sticking around for citizenship.She is very reluctant to discuss her past and gets solemn whenever she does let something slip out.I will not push but will try to find out more about our mysterious new seductress.
I must mention that the drinking has me worried.In my experience those kind of vices take their toll on a person and i'm not sure how long she will be able to keep up the facade.The regulars she is developing won't take kindly to a degression in service.They are expecting alot of atttention for their money.She has raised the bar on service and we will see how long she can keep up the limbo.I have never bought into the whole oriental subservient thing but she is really good at playing the role while emptiyng your pocket at the same time.One way or another she is making me alot of money and I will work her as much as possible until she splits(either way).

Safety First

You guys are not going to believe who called about our hiring ad,Suki.She is the one that quit week before last week after one day.This last week she was waitressing at a topless bar and made almost nothing.A few men showed interest in her and she figures if the guys at the club like her maybe our clients will think she is worth paying for.There was the usual apologies and then she says she can only work days.It just amazes me that someone would walk out on me a second time with no notice and have the audacity to call me a week later for a third chance then give me schedule requirements.I'm not sure what she's thinking but as for me NO kinda sums it up.Drama when i'm making money off you is one thing but crazy shit that gets me nothing just isn't going to happen.If you read She talks to dead people then you know there is an amazing amount of crazy that surrounds Suki.
The girl Mary from the topless bar called back again for a job.Carrie and her husband went clubbing last weekend and met Mary in a different adult club than the one she was at when she first applied with us.They thought she had a great body and was friendly..Carrie mentioned it to us because Mary told her she had been trying to get a job with us but couldn't get in touch with me about it.I decided to call her again and see if I could finally talk with her.The same old beep went of in my ear then the line was silent and waiting for my message.I let her know that even though we had no luck reaching each I would let her give it a try based on her application and Carrie's positive comments about her..I left the shift hours for Friday night and the club number with the stipulation that she had to call first if she wanted the chance to let us know to expect her.We never heard from her.The club she is working at lost their adult liscense a few years ago so the girls have to dance in full bottoms and cover their nipples.The place is really tiny(approx 800 sq ft)and serves beer and wine only and has three girls on staff.Three girls doesn't sound like alot but considering the past 6 months or so they've only had one girl three is good for them.They have two little cubicles with curtains for a door that serves as their lap dancing spaces.I read a positive review on a forum last week about a girl that matched Mary's description working at this other place.When Carrie told me about her I decided to call her one last time. Every review I have ever read about this other place says the girls do shows bareback(without a condom) maybe that's why they are still open.I can say with complete confidence that all my girls practice safe sex.Some of the more paranoid ones even use condoms for hand jobs.They worry about any small cuts or scratches that are on their hands breasts or wherever else you guys are going to shoot your loads.If she had came in I would have gotten someone to start a conversation that touched on the subject of condoms.My girls would completely freak out and make it their personal mission to educate her on safety.In these days and times it amazes me that any of you would consider much less follow through with unprotected sex.Most of you argue that you are clean and some offer to bring in their last test results as proof.That sounds wonderful but it doesn't mean you are protected from anything one of the girls may have.In this business money is generally made off quantity.The more opportunities you are exposed to the better your chances of contracting something.My girls are regularly tested and have frequent check-ups with gynecologists that know what they do for a living and are thorough in their examinations.Several of my girls have been to Reno and have taught the others how to examine clients for any physical signs of stds. Please take a moment to think about this the next time you don't want to sacrifice sensation for safety.If you are married or in a serious relationship think twice once for yourself and once for the woman you Love.

I want $,Lots & Lots of $(luckily you want the cherry pie in the sky)

You guys got a little neglected this weekend.I know it's been 4 days since my last post but there is a good reason.This week turned out to be the best all year at Ambrosia.(Let me get a Yeah Money!)Needless to say I am very pleased.After a couple of slow weeks this one was fantastic.I just love horny guys that don't mind paying for a good time(Alot of you weren't neglected this week,or maybe you were and that's why we had such a profitable week.).We did 160 that's not the most sessions ever in a week but since yall are getting better at holding out on us, you stayed for longer times which means more money for me:-).We should have a couple of call outs next week since they have $ in their pocket at the moment.Buffy was at the bottom of the barrel with $1236 for the week.
I would love to tell you all how educated and classy my girls are.We could go over their stock profiles or discuss the diversity of their various retirement funds.The truth is most of my girls don't have a pot to piss in.Despite the "book learnin" they don't have most of them can scheme and connive the best of the "learned" folks.Buffy drives an ancient rust bucket from Korea.Beth Ann relies on a costly yellow metered chariot because she can never save up enough for her own.Sommer is currently enjoying the nonexistent amenities of a cheap motel until she catches up her car payments and saves for an apartment.Serena does drive a nice Lincoln and still affords the lavish 12X60(I don't really know the size but it's small.) tin can she calls home(Adam and I have lived in some real rat holes when we could afford no better.Come to think of it we had some very happy times in some very unhappy places.For many years my mother ,sister and I lived in govt housing.It is not that I look down on people without money.I cannot understand squandering what would be a small fortune to some and still complaining about your quality of life only to repeat the process day after day.They never prepare for a rainy day(they always have rain coats for you guys) yet cry when they get wet.DO SOMETING ABOUT IT OR SHUT THE HELL UP! Yowsers ,that turned into a major vent sorry,i'll just kick the soapbox back under my own denial but I appreciate your listening.) Madora(one of my best $ makers) putters around in a Gremlin and rents a room in a nice but moderate home.Jo drives a new economically priced import and has decided to dump her roommate and look for a cheap trailer with her boyfriend.This whole bitch session is a result of the unfairness at how much money we make so easily when others work their theirselves into an early grave for a fraction of our incomes and how we forget to appreciate just how fortunate we are.(Minus a few clients that forget deodorant and are real stinkers.)
Now would be the time I explain where all the cash flows to, if I had a clue.WalMart,restaurants and pot all play a part but we are talking about quite a sum of money over a years time.Buffy is purchasing a home and does spend way too much at Saks.She likes that they have gentlemen that carry your purchases to the car for you.There is an entire explanation she launches into as they approach the ride.It starts with, "Don't let the car fool you." and goes on to explain as a single women with money(ha) she feels safer from muggers and car jackers by disguising her wealth(an even bigger ha) when she is on an unaccompanied outing.She is definitely an experience.Sometimes I think she has even caught herself in the web of lies she is constantly spinning.There are worse things and if it helps her get through the day why not? Plus it really amuses me.Diana gets frustrarted and Adam just walks away but me,I enjoy a good show.
Now, in the essence of fair play we will briefly glance at my financial situation.I adore spending money!I dearly Love clothes and shoes and plants and decorations for both home and Ambrosia and I like(not love but like :))buying gifts for people.So as you see Adam has his work cut out for him.He spends his fair share of money during the holidays.He believes in only buying the best.My gifts are always the envy of everyone we know.I implore him not to be so extravagant but he says "I remember holidays when I wasn't able to get you anything." and he has definitely made up for all of those.My birthday this year is a prime example.I already own two nice Gucci watches but have wanted a Movado for awhile. The one I pointed out was a cheaper version and would look nice with casual clothes.Adam took it upon himself to purchase a glorious model with diamonds surrounding the face and an elaborately crafted band.(As the holidays approach I had thought of sharing some of the clever ways Adam has packaged and hidden gifts for me.It maybe helpful in winning some of points with the women in your lives.Let me know if anyone cares or thinks it is a good idea.Generally I ask others opinions and then just do what I want anyway but you can still let me know.We'll pretend this is a democracy.)It is a lovely watch!My tacky side just squeals with delight when my fingers,wrists,ears and neck glitter and shine with gold and diamonds.We also spend too much money for the incredible piece of property we live on, drive a nice car and spend our own small fortune for health insurance.
We are really at a point where saving money is crucial.We have curtailed our spending habits(me) and are searching(unsuccessfully) for a more reasonably priced home.Why is it so easy to move up and so wretched to move back down:()Life has been very good to us and i'm not complaining just posting.As I have mentioned the mean old city is making us move to another location.It could be worse.I like to think of it as a blessing in disguise.Our building is old and we do need more space.It is just very expensive to renovate and furnish a new business.Oh well things always have a way of working out.Maybe we can hire more girls and make even more cash.
Speaking of cash and hiring I just forked over another $262 for a hiring ad to run a week.With Isabella leaving,Beth Ann needing a month off in November and Madora possibly moving on we must find at least one good dependable girl.I have to keep yall happy.Keep your fingers crossed for me(and your libidos soaring).
I don't feel like i've said much but it has taken me while so until we share again, keep your fingers crossed for me(and your libidos soaring).

A Freak Without Warning

Remember yesterday when I said Suki probably wouldn't last long?Well,I was right.She called and left a message Tuesday thanking me for another chance but saying she just felt too uncomfortable being the fattest girl working there.After she loses some weight she plans on calling me back to see if i'm hiring then(Gee aren't I lucky).She wasn't the biggest girl working for me,Buffy is and she makes good money.
Yesterday we had two couples come in.Generally most men can't talk there wives/girlfriends into it, so for two guys to get that lucky on a Tuesday night is amazing(GO GUYS!).One of them was with a very very snooty stripper from another area.The girl they wanted to see (Buffy) doesn't do couple shows and the snooty pants stripper walked out in a huff.The guy followed then came back in and gave Buffy $20 for showing them around and explaining everything.He apologized for her behavior and said the next time he was in town he would stop by alone.Which is great by me.As long as they leave with the desire to come back i'm happy(future money).
The second couple was a little odd too, just in a different way.Both the girl and guy were 19(they looked very young and we checked both their ids)and cute as hell.Beth Ann was the only one that wanted to do a session for them.I think the others were intimidated by the girls beauty.
We were all curious about the baby faced All-American couple peeking into the room at us.My first thought was joy,what a serious money maker.My clients would be thrilled with this find.To my despair and Beth Anns triumph she was her for a party not a job.
Straight golden streaked tresses wisped the sides of her glowing peaches and cream complected face.At about 5'4 I guessed her to weigh all of 100 lbs.Her breasts were very small maybe a full A-cup,but what they lacked in size they made up for in perfect roundness.Her snug shirt was white with baby blue horizontal stripes.Once I saw she wasn't wearing a bra, the movements and amount of time it took them to get out of their car made sense.She had taken it off before she came in.With the way she moved her arms in front of her chest I got the impression it was the first time she had ever been in public minus the brassiere.She seemed to like it from the way her nipples were fighting to break through the fabric.A super innocent white pleated full skirt hung a conservative 3 inches above her knees.Her lip quivered slightly and her weight shifted from side to side as Beth Ann smiled (To me it was like watching the wolf prepare to devour sweet Little Red Riding Hood)and rose from her chair.There wasn't much of a doubt in my mind that Beth Ann would try reaaly hard to get that session.
Beth Ann was just cheesing as she came out to pay for their 30 minute.Apparently the guy had been the one to get talked into this by his girlfriend.I told her to throw out the idea of a job to the girl and hint at the money she could make.When BethAnn went back in the room they were both stripped down naked.The boy was laying on the table with the girl resting her elbows on either side of his legs while slowly pulling her lips up and down his dick."Don't stop,let me help"Beth Ann said.She stepped up behind the girl and grabbed her breast as she pushed herself firmly against the girls young taunt ass.As the boy leaned up to watch the girl ordered him off the table and turned to help Beth Ann undress.He sat in a chair across the room and watched as his girl brought Beth Ann( a professional who in the movies never reaches orgasm with clients)to a trembling,slightly moaning climax.At that moment he and Beth Ann probably shared the same thought,could this really be her first time.She had not hesitated at all before manuvering her tongue to Beth Ann's vagina.Could she be that much of a natural?While they traded positions on the table he got up the courage to interrupt and ask about his part in all this.Beth Ann suggested he take her from behind while she service his girl.It had been awhile since she had been with a girl and never one as delectable as this.She dove in eagerly and had her new friend grabbing at her and pulling her in as far as possible in a matter of seconds.The motion of her guys thrusting pulled and pushed Beth Ann in a teasing rythmn that had her toes curled and her fists in tight balls as she orgasmed.She untangled herself from under Beth Ann and barked"You aren't finished yet? Hurry up!"The music was switching songs and we all heard her voice raise and thought things must not have went so well and that she was angry with him.She only seemed annoyed at having him with her.Maybe you can send a woman to do a man's job.(just kidding I know how important you guys are:).Her bitching at him to hurry up was when Beth ann thought to ask her about a job.She was open to the idea but he wasn't.I guess he has more control than we thought.(He has to have some control to last as long as he did watching them.)
It just goes to show you never can tell who the true freaks are until you get them alone in bed(if you're lucky). It takes all kinds and tonight it was Beth Ann's kind.Maybe tomorrow it"ll be yours.

Yeah,Yeah(sniffle-sneeze),Yeah

Suki and I had a loooong discussion about her coming back and what she has been up to the past few years.According to her she moved to a high priced resort area about 90 minutes away.She had been advertising and setting her own outcall appointments until a year ago when she married for the second time since leaving Ambrosia.This story seems a bit unlikely.Suki really doesn't have the personality or phone voice to be vocally enticing.(She only had to make enough money to support herself though.She could get by comfortably with 5-6 appointments per week and she does have the asian description working for her so maybe it's true.)The competition in that area is rather stiff.
She spent 15 minutes telling me she had gained weight since I had last seen her.After the first 10 minutes I wasn't sure if she was trying to convince herself or me that she could still make money and was attractive.(I constantly hire girls I do not personally find attractive.Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder and I have been suprised by what some men find arousing.Some of the girls who realize they are not as pretty as the others make up for it in personality and enthuaism.)She assured me it wasn't like she weighed 300lbs it was just that she was use to being very petite and was feeling a little self conscience.We talked for a few minutes more about the girls currently working with me and updates on the ones she remembered.The conversation ended with our agreeing that she start on Saturday night(It is one of the busiest nights of the week and making money would boost her confidence.New girls generally always get picked alot their first weekend nights if they get the party or not depends on their negotiating skills.)
Suki called late Friday night with some lame excuse why she could not come in Saturday.I was angered but gave her the benefit of the doubt and we agreed she would start Monday(today) instead.Tonight she did indeed show up.Even though I didn't feel good today and wasn't working I made up an excuse to stop by so I could get a look at her.She looked the exact same.I don't know where she gained weight but it definitely wasn't in the butt(still flat as aboard) or boobs.During the hour or so I hung around she was very quiet.It was early and only a few clients wandered in but she didn't make eye contact or smile.The weight complex is defifnitely going to hurt her money.I don't expect her to be around long.She feels inferior to the others.It's a shame because she has a pretty face and a look that could make her alot of money if she would let it.Diana called at closing and I asked about Suki.Although we had a good night she didn't.Several clients spoke with her but ended up getting sessions with other girls.
One of the things I hate most in this business is the lack of comradeship.It is almost like wild animals in the sense that they smell any weakness and lose little time going in for the kill.That is not quite right.They don't always go straight for the jugular sometimes they prefer to make numerous superficial tongue lashings and gnawing away at any hidden insecurities therefore prolonging their superiority as long as possible.Wow,that sounds so negative.In this business most people don't come from loving nurturing backgrounds.Most of the girls that have passed through my doors have for one reason or another learned to fend for themselves in what everway they must.Self preservation by whatever means possible is a common motto.By preservation I don't mean simple phyical living and breathing as much as sanity.We all weave our own fantasy some more complex and irrational than others.Luckily there is usually one shepard among the pack that will maintain peace and stability in my absensce.(This does not apply to everyone in this business.Some of the most considerate people I have ever met have been in this industry.When I vent the good things and people take a backseat to the evil.Itry to tkae everyone at face value and give them a chance before lumping them in the meanie pile.)Unfortunately for everyone at Ambrosia my most revered has given notice that in a month she will take leave to guard over and protect herself and the beginnings of her very own brood in her womb.Isabella is not far into her pregnancy but is constantly sick and doesn't feel she is doing me or herself any good and has decided to work no longer.
I still don't feel good.The cat seems to be aggrevating my allergies terribly.I don't understand how my dogs don't bother me but this kitten is killing me.They must have different types of dander or something.
Maybe tomorrow will be a happier day and I will actually make you smile instead of whatever I did today.

She Argues with Dead People

I am going to try and give you a glimpse into Suki's world.Oh yeah, she is like me in the fact that she lives in her own world.Hers is a little creepier than mine.Okay I did my duty,I warned you.Where to begin.....
I was so excited when Suki came to me for a job.Her mother is Japanese and her father is American.She is 5'5 and has hair down to her waist that is so shiny you can almost see your reflection(if she could stop flipping it around long enough).It is all one length and ultra soft .There is no styling products so clients are free to run their hands through it or let it tickle over their thighs without her getting angry that they messed up her do.Most women would be envious of her flawless complexion, delicate nose and pink rosebud lips.She reminds me of one of those oriental dolls they have dressed in red silk kimonos.The drawback comes below the neck.She is slightly disproportioned ,with a small bust and larger hips and thighs. After looking at her face and hair there is a mental picture of a very petite framed body that springs to mind. Broad(compared to most oriental women)shoulders and a wide waist conflicts with that picture and you must take a second look to make sure you saw what you thought you saw.I guess you would call her body type an apple,smaller on the top and bigger on the bottom.Her body isn't bad and she is only slightly overweight.Maybe if her breasts were larger or her ass wasn't as flat as a pancake she would appear more symmetrical.(Keep in mind I am very critical of womens appearances and that does include my own.I always notice the flaws first.That may very well be why I am never satisfied.:-()The overall package was still an attractive one.
Alot of clients request Asian women and this would be my first opportunity to fulfill that desire.(Aside from Madora a Philippine/black girl that worked for me.I don't count her because she played up a black look more than an oriental one.)If she played her cards right she could make alot of money.As I mentioned before when they come to me from an escort service it reassures me that they know how full service agencies work.
The first couple of nights were normal and she kept to herself.Over the next few weeks her behavior became more and more odd.She was very paranoid that we were always staring at her.She was justified ,we were.She conversed and argued with people noone else saw.She would get agitated and demand they go home and wait for her there instead of following her to work.I finally asked who "they "were.Ghosts and spirits that followed her around everywhere she went.
As I said we all stared,it was too entertaintng not to.She began to believe Adam was madly in love with her and sending her innuendos of affection I couldn't see.The other girls assured her they didn't see it either.This was a subject her and I never discussed.Adam tried not to even glance her way or speak to her.
She had a roommate with an iugana that would hide and wait to attack her when she entered the house or so she thought. Whether a taxi driver or girl gave her a ride home they had to go walk in the house first to make sure the coast was clear of the killer lizard.
By now you must notice I have a helluva sense of humor and can put up with alot when it amuses me.And boy did she amuse me.The clients never seemed to get a glimpse of her delusional side and she had a few regulars.Her personality was lacking and most clients found her dull(she used up all the interesting stuff on us).
This may be shocking with everything else I have shared about her but her confidence was hiding in the same place as her personality.When she didn't get picked it was like a insult directed straight at her.The guy didn't think she was as pretty as the others or he thought she was too fat etc...We all doubt ourselves but most of us don't annouce it in public and wear our weakness like a banner. She was on a shift with 3 other girls when she went to the dressing room came out with her cigarette case and what looked like a bulge under her dress."I'm just stepping outside for a cigarette"she said.This was not normal(even for her) and after a few moments Kelly stuck her head out the door to see where she was.She was leaning aginst the building next door.."There are just too many girls and it's too crowed for me to make any money."she told Kelly who had went to make sure she was okay.That was the last anyone saw or heard from her until this week when she called to ask me for a job.
I left work early tonight because my allergies are killing me.My head is hanging,my nose is running and my eyes are drooping and draining(that's an attractive picture).I think my body is telling me to go get some rest.We'll finish this in the next few days.Nightie-night.