I'm still in limbo on the new bldg.I have used countless gallons of gas driving around every industrially zoned street in the area.I found one prospect (for sale) but it is huge and at the top of our budget and requires extensive work we can not afford.Our agent did find 1 piece of property we could build upon however the industrial park requires the building to be a minimum of 5000 sq ft.The land is half a million and that and all the construction cost again throws us out of our monthly budget.
Sunday it stormed terribly all day.We stopped by Ambrosia to find the power out and our sign blown over into the parking lot.Monday when Diana opened she called to say one of the outlets behind the bar was making crackling noises.Before I could call anyone about it she called back to say she saw sparks.I could hear the panic in her voice and she said she was scared there would be another fire.I told her to flip off the main breaker and for everyone to leave the building and we would get someone out to check it.Adam cut the power to that area and took off the face plate.The damn inside of the outlet was all scorched and burned.I just couldn't believe that.We just had a fire and the building was rewired in the beginning of April.A family member does some basic electricity and was able to just bypass that outlet.I was only out the day shift and was able to open the evening shift.I don't know what would happen to me if someone up above didn't love me so much(I'm sure it's someone up and not down even though there are plenty of people that would disagree:).
Serena's lawyer called and said part of her settlement checks were in.She is being real secretive about how much she got.She won't tell anyone an exact amount.Most all of us agree whatever the amount it will be gone in a month.She was expecting around $100,000 but was disappointed so we know it was below that just not how much below.They can't keep their mouth shut so it will come out soon.Even if she doesn't tell our resident busy body Isabella is on the case.
Today was the first time in a couple of weeks I have saw Jo.She looks like Hell.She is doing more business than ever so maybe y'all don't agree.She is so skinny her face is starting to get that skeletal look and her eyes are actually sunken in.She just looks so unhealthy.It's not true but the first thought that popped into my mind was crack ho.She has been vomiting regularly for months now and it's beginning to take it's toll obviously.She has been to the hospital once already.Jo was always more of an hourglass shape.Now she is just straight up and down.Her boyfriend has been complaining about how vein she has become.It's not that she isn't friendly anymore but there is no doubt a change in her attitude.I haven't heard yet how it turned out but Diamond went with her last night to a bikini contest she wanted to enter.Jo was going on and on about winning the grand prize and traveling around the world modeling or some nonsense I tried not to pay too much attention.She has this horrible brassy blond weave in that gives her complexion a sallow undertone.
Serena went and got an awful piercing between her lip and nose.Kind of where Marilyn Monroe's mole was.Everyone hates it including her regular clients.She took it out but thinks the hole looks worse than the piercing.I told her it will be a permanent scar."Where were you when I was getting it done?".she asked."Feel free to call and discuss with me any physical alterations before making a decision."I said.With some of those funky hair styles she has tried I really wish she would take me up on the offer.
My oldest son is turning into such a bum.I just don't know what to do with him.I am very scared for him.It is a really long depressing saga for me but the Reader's Digest version is we were separated for 8 years.We found each other again about 4 years ago.This isn't the way I thought it would be.Maybe Adam and my Mom were right to try making me realize he wouldn't still the same sweet little toddler I lost.I knew he would not still be 4 but I was and am still shocked by how different he is.His psychopathic father put him through hell and I know it was a hard life for him without us but he seems to be turning out like his father in so many ways.He tries to use the argument that he is a product of his environment.I believe that to be an excuse.Anyway I am just so stressed about all of this.I would say my heart is breaking but it shattered so many years ago I'm not even sure I still have all the pieces any more.Whoa so much for my pity party.Sorry I guess we all break down from time to time.Most people just see me as really strong and/or cold because I can't just lift off the armor and invite the sword.You all get me at my whiniest.I actually admit to being human here what a break through not.We all have to survive right?At what cost?The funny thing is I see myself as being such a push over.I am terrified of being exposed for exactly what I am simply a person(one with a sleeve made of steel to protect what is left of the heart that dwells there).
I feel a postive wave uh crashing in.The past few years I have quit working out regularly and have let myself gain weight(that's not the positive part).The past couple of weeks I have been geeting back into an exercise routine.This is very good for me.I need to be at my best when we open a new place.Adam thinks I'm crazy but I like to get in about 20 minutes of exercise before bed.It helps me sleep good.Whether it's true or not I am convinced it helps boost my metabolism while I sleep.If you disagree I don't care this is my world.Speaking of which I have an appointment with some pushups.
July is almost over and you haven't posted. What is going on?
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